-Everything of POOH-

心事重重

2009-09-26T12:51:00.002+10:00

我的蓝空不见了；星空也消失了。
陷入灰暗的天空。

好像迷失了自己，
哪里是属于自己的天空？

属于哪里？
怎么办呢？

爱

2009-09-19T21:42:00.002+10:00

什么是爱情？

深深领悟到：

什么是真爱。

真心爱一个人，
不需拥有他，
只要他过的开心快乐，

一切已欣慰。

爱需要勇气。

手放开，
心放下，
说的易；难帮到。
需要很大勇气，
忘记过去。

一切已成陈年的回忆。

好朋友

2009-08-16T23:50:00.006+10:00

已经好久好久没UPDATE啦。。
突然，
想Update 下。嘻嘻。

× 认真 ×

在我的大学故事里，
好朋友的数量又增加了。

回头仔细想想：
这可贵的一年ＡＵＳ生活，真的让我获益不浅。
我学会了很多很多东西。
自立独立生活
认真念书
会煮，会吃，会玩，
吃喝玩乐－享受生活

更重要的是

我学会，知道了
家人朋友
是永远永远对我最好的人。

他们无时无刻爱我，疼我
在我最无助时陪我，支持我。

***谢谢你们的爱**

好想好想你们哦，要好好保重！

*：有舍才有得*
*：分开是等待下一个重逢的到来*

everything wil come to an end Soon

2009-07-05T23:36:00.004+10:00

Everything will Come to an end Soon when I am :

Started
to enjoy my student life.

Started
to love my working life.

Started
to appreciate friendship.

Started
to love coffee.

Started
to love AuS

more and more
each day
each single moments.

FEEling IT

2009-06-01T22:19:00.005+10:00

feeling it
feeling the stress..
it is around all o us..
extremely to the max..

suffering..
no way to escape..

worrying..
cannot handle it well..

cannot pass it..

hardest semester than ever..
graduation semester..

praying for 4 pass onli...
dun wan get a regret graduation ..

complicated feeling..received an offer letter..

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真正爱一个人，
不需要拥有他，
只要他过得快乐，
一切一切
已不重要了。

NO REFUND NO EXCHANGE

2009-05-18T21:55:00.003+10:00

REFUND or EXCHANGE

I LOVE
Australia shopping policy:

We can always REFUND o EXCHANGE for the cloth
within 2 weeks

if

u change ur mind

with the conditions of
keeping both the receipt & tag .

However,

there is NO TURNING BACK
in making decision in our life.

We cannot do any Emergency Turning

if
we change our mind
if
we feel regret.

*haih..I haf to think carefully before taking any further steps in making the decisions*
*I am scare to make any decision*
*I am worry to make a wrong decision that I will regret for the rest of my life*

[Touch & GO ] of myMAR & APRIL

2009-05-02T21:47:00.021+10:00

Sorry!! abit too late to update my blog ya.

LOTssss of Happenings in the month of March & April.
Lotsss of stories to tell and to share...
[ Intensive ] & [ Touch & Go ] are applying here...

【08 March 09】

【Gotong-royong @ Boomerang Rd】

7 of Us started to clean up our messy & dirty house. We are divided our job in few parts:

Connie & Vicky -> Kitchen
Batu -> Mop de floor
Yan Heng - > vacuum de floor
Esther -> Living room
Winnie -> Downstairs

Before VS After

【08 March 09】

【BBQ night @ The Manors】

After our gotong-royong, we had wonderful and memorable BBQ night.
Yummy BBQ food
nice environment with swimming pool
lot of frens gather together.

I really enjoy the merry.

【14& 15 March 09】

【Sunshine Coast】

another 2 day 1 night trip with my friends.
we went to feed the dolphin with little fish.
we went to Edmundi Market, larger than Westend Market..lolx
a lot things to see, taste and play.
at night, we had our steamboat dinner and then we drink
beer + myfav : Barcadi

【30 March 09】

【My 22nd BIG DAY】

my 1st birthday celebration in Australia

Celebration Place 1 : Restaurant of Feng Ling ( dim sim)
Total ppl attend: 24 ppl, include me
My Birthday Cake: 2 Cai Siu Pau + my fav Siu Mai

Celebration Place 2 : Boomerang Rd, Casino, Southbank
Total ppl attend: 9 ppl, include me
My Birthday Cake: Tiramisu ( thank to Esther & Sam for baking it)

My Birthday dinner:

Boomerang Rd: Lamb chop+ my fav mashed potato ( thank to Connie & Vicky for preparing it)

Casino: thank to Batu "ATM card"

Southbank: Wheel of Brisbane ( finally I realised my dreams..hoho)

**thank you alot to all my friends, appreciate it much**

**p/s: special thank you to my dear family for sending me a birthday card; my dear fren wei wei for sending me a birthday card & mascara. **

I am really feel hang fok and touched.

【04-09 April 09】

【Mid Sem Week @ UQ, St.Lucia】

study~study~study hard
green tea, chips, chocolate alwys accompany me; encourage me

【12 April 09】

【Jordan Birthday Party @ Warren Street】

Theme: Red, Ang Ang ( happiness)
food: almost 10 Domino Pizza
drink: Mocktail
Alcohol: Red wine, white wine, beer, BARCADI ( i bought it..lolx)
that night, many ppl get drunk and vomit ( including, Jordan Phan, Zi Weng, Batu & me)
enjoyable night....

【17 April 09】

【Shu Ying little Birthday Pa rty @ The Manors】

Shu Ying fav drink: FANTA, but i bought Orange instead. feel so sorry to her..
Her fav food: Malaysia food, i tot of bought her Satay Chicken, shuld bought more..

feel so sorry to her..

luckily stil got a large birthday cake and sweet oranges and apples for her..lolx
happy birhtday ya.

【18 & 19 April 09】

【Camping @Gold Coast】

Camping? sounds like funny?
but the truth: it is really special & enjoyable trip
built the 2 little tents, cook food & eat together
then play de "Killer" games, drink again.

我的心雨

2009-04-02T10:18:00.004+10:00

家人第一；
朋友第二；
。。。。
。。。。
。。。。
最后最后，
是男朋友。

担心害怕难过。
人生如戏，戏如人生。
不知所措，
好无奈。

最终最终
会是什么结果？？？

什么决定？？？

**无法集中读书，Midterm怎么办？**

铁人的心声

2009-03-22T11:32:00.004+10:00

心声（1）

铁人累了；真的累了。
心灵；身心；
累坏了。
真想不到铁人也有这么的一天。

心声（2）

与别人相比，
觉得自己很没用；
什么多不会，什么都要依赖别人，

被别人瞧不起。

感到很自卑。

不可以继续下去了，

需要

*改变*

改变自己
改变他人对自己的想法。

*独立*
*有用的人*

myHappening in FEB

2009-03-02T02:56:00.053+10:00

Is it too late to update my happening in *FEB*?
so sorry, actually i keep progessing with it for almost a week, but my internet quota was reach the limit few days ago, and everything turn down very very slow.
so sorry ya.

-15th Feb 2009-

it is not too late to upload the pic, right?
my lovely *SYDNEY* trip

It was wonderful trip traveling with my frens.

when u talk about about SYDNEY most symbolic buidings:

Opera house and Harbour Bridge

*Sydney Harbour Bridge*

*Staircase to Sydney Opera House*

*The BEST view of SYDNEY- * ( i really fall in Luv with it)

At SYDNEY, there is also lot lot of Buildings.

the best of best Awesome Buildings will be

QVB=Queen Victoria Building

*The view of Outside Of QVB*

*The view of Inside Of QVB*

Another my fav buildings: Church of St.Mary
St.Mary..name of my secondary school..lot of gal memories.

*The Night view of Church of St.Mary*

*The Day view of Church of St.Mary ( 7 gals)*

SYDNEY buildings in Random :

*L: Lindt Chocolate Cafe*
*R: Unknow Building ( look like European Building)*

*L: I like the clock on the wall..so antique*
*R: European corridor with lights*

*L: another lovely Antique Clock- look like Dataran Merdaka?lolx*
*R: Sydney Tiffany & Co*

*L: Sydney Commonwealthbank*
*R: Sydney Hospital *

:Attractions Muz VISIT:

BLUE MOUNTAIN- 3 SISTER

*7 SIS in blue mountain*

*L: 3 Sister Mountain*

*R: 6 gals walking~walking*

*L: Blue Mountain-antique booksss-pretending..lolx*

*R:4 galssss.*

Famous YUMMY Chinese Food @ Sydney

cant remember the name of restaurant well,
but all i know is there are a lot of people , even need to line up for the seats.

*L (up): Salt & peper Squid*

*R (up) :Tofu in Bao.*

*L ( down): Stir Fry Scallops with veg *

*R (down) :1 big Lobster with Yi Mee.*

*L (up): Famous Xiao Long Bao-very yummy*

*R (up) :2 Pork Buns ( Phoebe & Sue ordered) *..look funny..hehe

*L ( down): my chicken chop with mi ( dry)* really very yummy...

*R (down) :Hwee kee's Zha Jiang Mi.*

Darling Harbour

Sydney Fish Market

It is one of the best place for Us to eat SEAFOOD!!
Lobsters, abalones, prawns, scallops, octopus, soft shell crab, squid, oysters, salmon, lots of lots seafood....
and
it is so CHEAP & FRESH !!!

*We ordered 1 plates of fry mix seafood with additional Cheese Lobster + Fresh Salmon + Fresh Prawns; Lunch for 6 ppl, one person juz around 15 dollars, really so cheap, yummy & fresh.*

Bondi Beach

It is one of the best place to see An Mo Naked, or wearing less piece of clothes.
Unfortunately, that time we went, Sydney is quite cold, keep raining for few days.
too bad, we miss out the opportunity to see ya.
but
i can said, it is a very nice beach with the white buildings , blue sky and blue sea.

At night, we went to have our dinner.
Everyone is ordering a plate of Pork Ribs with either chips or mashed potato.
and it is reallly reallly ~amazing.
my 1st time to eat so Yummy Pork Ribs.
miss it it....

-25th Feb 2009-

Happy Happy B'thday

My dear Ai Yung Birthday

At 12.00am, we had a small birthday celebration for her at house;
with little spongecake & Sam's Special Birthday Bread.
and
give her a small meaningful presents ( coffee maker- she love to drink coffee)
&
dog calendar ( she love her TATA very very much...)

At 3.00pm, we had another small suprise birthday celebration for my dear Ai Yung at my working place-SATAY HUT.
She really do not know at all. special thanks to her dear-Sam..lolx
We Bought her a Michele's Chocolate Mouse Cake.really yummy cake.

-28th Feb 2009-

Happy Happy B'thday

It is another special "big day" for my dear fren>> Hwee kee.
In the morning: Hwee Kee, Phoebe, Sue & me was celebrate @ Garden city.
my 1st time watch movie in AUS.

At night: I organize a birthday supper @ Siam Samrarn.
It is a very nice Thai restaurant which open till late at 2am.

**( i stil do not have any pic with me, they haven pass the pics to me)* ( update laterr)*

-1st of Mar 2009-

This day was my last day for my long summer holidays for working.
and
more challenging thing (studies and working) awaits for me to explore.

feeling scare & worry for my uncertain future.

-Looking forward the happening in MARCH..
my special Big day, BBQ, Sunshine Coast,my studies..-

（新的）心的知觉感觉

2009-02-07T06:02:00.002+10:00

没了开心的知觉；
悲伤冻结了快乐。

有了恐惧的感觉；
心被收藏起来了，
不愿与他人分享，
不再像以前那么天真单纯。

思想也变了；
只知要保护自己，
不想再心碎；心灵受创。

my most recent feeling

2009-02-03T09:06:00.003+10:00

- 4 months -

in fact,
i used to be waiting~and waiting~

waiting for him to turn back;

assumed that he was just lost his way;
assumed that he will realized the correct road to choose.

until yesterday,

i am awake
i realized everything is gone.

i realized everything cannot be turn back.
he never ever feel regret,
he felt it is the right decision.

And
i called up him
and told him,

i had make a decision:

GIVE UP of him

let go of everything in the past

stay happy for my future.

**feel released; NO more SUFFER in me; NO more TEARS from me;

NO more WORRIES for my dear frens n family.**

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:Just to shared:

-Quote from MIST's blog-

Once he belongs to you?

Once he belongs to You
and Now he belongs to Others
It tells how easily for a relationship to break up
What left are just hurt memories and old types of rubbish
The bears .. that he gave for birthday
The flowers.. that mark down the valentine happiness
The songs.. that he sangs as a lullaby
The photos.. that taken together

What is so serious is that they share common friends.
Friends know that the guy had left
For a pretty girl!
For a Distance Problem!
For a Lonely Mistake!
What else more is that the guy are just a F**ker.

"Come on! F**ker! "
You know what! You have lose a diamond !
Pretty girls are hard to entertain....
(Mist LOL in hearts)
The guy have just downgraded himself from a boss to a servant.

Always i am telling my friends that there are lots of hopes in the earth
Either Grap it or Leave it.
Since this is not ur faith.. Leave it babe..
He is just a jerk that do not worth any of ur tears
Smile my dear..
Prove to him that you should live happier than him.

P/s: I will Laugh for you First (^o^)

** I should prove to him that i would lead a happy life even though without him**

牛年快乐

2009-01-28T22:31:00.008+10:00

牛年

福到！！我的福到了吗？？

难得的三个国外红包:
第一个：客人给的
第二个：老板娘给的
第三个：师傅给的

送给六位室友们的特制的小红包

我与我最爱六位室友们的团圆餐：
PekYin；HweeKee；Me；AiYung；YanHeng；Jeremy：WenZhao

大家齐齐捞生：
愿新的一年：新年快乐；身体健康；学业猛进；天天开心

大家抽个牌：
最大与最小的请去洗碗+收拾:
两位幸运之星：
最大：WenZhao
最小：HweeKee

大家来干杯：CHEERS~~
玩牌+喝酒（RED LABEL+ Apple Juice)

另一个不同的团圆餐：
有好多好多的食物哦：
春卷,炒韩式年糕，Curry排骨，炒SOTONG，Potato鸡，虾“LOK”，Smoked Fillet，
花旗生焞鸡汤。。。。
糖水：FU Zhok Bai Guo Yi Mi

好多好多；很丰富的；吃不完；年有余。

**心里：好想家哦！！想家人；想与他们一起过年，难过**

更新：

前几天，收到一个远方寄来的信：
感动；超感动；

里头有我要的耳机，相机的记忆卡，

还有爸妈爱心红包，家人爱心新年（WINNIE de POOH )

2009第一张新年卡，也是唯一张新年卡。

心中感觉幸福温暖。

我要的幸福就只是这么简单。

大团圆

2009-01-23T09:41:00.004+10:00

大团圆

听着听着MYFM 唱的大团圆，

让我想起

“独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲。”

深深体会到这句名句真正的含义。

好想回家过节。

团圆饭

我不想只是随随便便过节；

我要个有意义的新年；有家的感觉。

星期六-7人
家人团圆饭

星期天-16人
家人+朋友们

心中真的好期待哦；
希望会如愿以偿。

过个快乐的牛年。。。。
赶走不快乐的鼠年。。。

regret

2009-01-19T02:35:00.002+10:00

Every NEW dress I bought recently,
I look weird in wearing them.

Every NEW picture I took recently,
I look ugly & fat.

Wat's wrong??
I am so regret.
I am so regret to cut my hair.

Making a choice

2009-01-14T01:44:00.003+10:00

Making a CHOICE

It is my 1st time.
my 1st time get myself a gift. camera .

i wan to encourage myself to be better.

it is my very early birthday present for myself.
i wan to capture every single sweet moments in my life.
and keep them as my sweet memories.

it is so difficult to make decison.
CANON IXUS 80IS o SONY T77??

it is my 1st time.
i really wan think carefully before making any decision.

i dun wan get myself regret.
i dun wan regret.

My most recent

2009-01-10T23:47:00.004+10:00

**my 1st regret**
One of my fav dress i tried for twice but it does not belong to me..regret no buying it...
i really love it and it suits me..T_T

**my 2nd regret**
missing my long curly hair...really feel regret to cut my hair.
i never cut so short since yearsss ago.
now i look like AuNTiE; mushroom; coconut
I really feel so sad, ...crying..

**DYE hair**
The day after i cut my hair,
i decided to dye my hair ,
i dun wan my hair black like "arang".
but at the end, the colour on my hair quite disappointed, stil black

LOREAL PARIS

**my hairdresser-Linda**
she is very pro in dying hair.
really thank you to her, dying hair for me at the mid9.

**LATE XMAS PRESENT**
XMAS 2008
bring forward to NEW year 2009
keep bring forward.
so sorry my dearest housemate for the delaying.
finally we xchange our xmas present happily.

**Drinking Night**
Andrew Lau- So lou in the pic
he is goin back to Msia soon soon..so jeolous..lil of bu sheng d.

Jim Bean, Vodka, Cointreau; Grape juice, coke, diet coke
myfav : Vodka + Grape juice
i hate: Jim Bean + coke

NEW YEAR WISHES

2009-01-01T11:32:00.004+10:00

2009- NEW YEAR - 2009

a totally NEW year for me.

forgot about everything, learn from the past.

walk thru the hardest time ( really Tq all my family & frenss)

Finally is everything is over.

2009- NEW YEAR - 2009

Time to start NEW chapter of my life,
FILL it up with joy.

2009-My NEW YEAR WISHES- 2009

:: For My Family ::

Parent have good Health & Wealth..hehe
Elder bro: enjoy & will b success for ur work.
Younger bro & sis : wish both studies with flying colour.

:: For My Friends ::

My UQ frens: Let's enjoy our life; let's graduate happily for tis coming July.
My college frens: hope everythings come to an end. be happy ya. ^-^
My secondary n primary frens: wish everything wil b fine ya.

:: For MYSELF ::

achieve success in my Final Year Final Sem studies.
able to face NEW changellege.
Be tough.
Be happy.

** I really wish and hope each and everyone will be always Happy for the year of 2009, no matter facing anything ya **

**God, pls BLESS US**

Messages FOR U

2008-12-19T08:12:00.006+10:00

Messages FOR U

From today onwards,

I SWEAR.
I SWEAR.
I SWEAR.

i wil not miss u;
i wil not love u;
i wil not cry for u;
i wil not forgot how to smile; how to stay happy.

becuse

U ARE DEVIL,
juz make me feel unhappy & sad.

U DONT deserve to get my LOVE.

U wil not never ever understand my hard feeling;
never ever feel the heart pain.

3 years is so meaningless to me NOW.
cuz
it make me grow up.

I am AWAKE.
it make me found out which kind of person u are.

ME N U,
there is NO more sweet MEMORIES left,
It is TOTALLY FORMATTED.

:I REALLY DAMN HATE U !!! :

:PLS DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE FOREVER EVER:

: U ARE NOT MY FRENS:
( frens never hurt frens so deeply)

I still believe my ANGEL is always with me.
cheer up my life.

My NEW FRIEND; XMAS + NEW YEAR

2008-12-16T11:56:00.005+10:00

Recently,

CADBURY CHOCOLATE

become part of my life.

my breakfast, my supper.

(lunch & dinner @work)

I get addicted to it.

I need it.

It provide me happiness wen i need the most.

It accompany me wen i feel lonely.

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XMAS & NEW YEAR

used to memorable n wonderful BIG DAY,

But

Tis year

it is an unusual BIG DAY.

LONELY & COLD XMAS & NEW YEAR.

I forgot how to stay happy & smile,

I forgot how wonderful is the fireworks,

i suppose to forgot everything everything.

Be tough.

easy to say,

hard to work out.

男人 VS 女人

2008-12-14T01:49:00.005+10:00

男人

多数男人都是贱，
没良心，
没风度，
没胆色。

男人，
只会，
贪美色，
易变心，见一个爱一个。
没有几个好男人。

新时代的女人，
不需靠男人，
可以独立；
可以自立。

女人们，
要勇敢站起来，
不要被男人欺负；
不要不堪一击。

要勇敢向往光明之路走。

Dress

2008-12-12T00:11:00.003+10:00

DRESS
真的很难选哦。

要自己喜欢；
要穿的美又好看；
真的很难买到。

曾经买到一件，
穿了才发现，
其实，
不是很适合自己。

如今，
只好慢慢再选，
再选，
穿的好看，舒服，美丽的ＤＲＥＳＳ。

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心灰灰，
感觉怪怪地，
有苦说不出。

觉得
以一无所有，
毫无意义。

有书=没书
有工=没工
有友=没友

有=没有

一切都是虚有，
虚有。

想与不想

2008-12-08T00:39:00.003+10:00

想爸的严肃
想妈的菜肴
想哥的疼爱
想妹的关心
想弟的酷样

想家；真的想家的
幸福；温暖。

不想再被
背叛；遗弃。

不想再
接受人生的考验，
面对不同的性情。

真的请求
只要快快乐乐过每一天。

一段话

2008-12-02T01:15:00.003+10:00

妹给姐的一段话：

當他轉身離開時，他的腳步不停的向前奔進

他看不見你的眼淚、他看不見你的憔悴、看不見你的日形消瘦，所以他並不會為你心疼

但，你卻讓自己的朋友擔心、讓自己的家人傷心

朋友家人可以替你擦乾眼淚，而心裡那道不斷滲血的傷痕卻是要靠自己才能縫合的！

分手失戀固然很難過，但是我們都必須學會從中學會愛 ..

不安

2008-11-28T08:38:00.004+10:00

食不饱，
寝不安。
心中充满，
恐惧；害怕。

恐惧；害怕，
被人
遗忘；遗弃。

遗忘；遗弃；
的感觉
真的很
难受；难过。

19.10.08

2008-11-20T09:18:00.005+10:00

19,10.08

19.11.08...1 mth

19.12.08...2 mth
...
...
....
...
...
n mth

It is really a SPECIAL DAY !!!

a Memorable day !!!

I wil never ever forgot abot it.

It is the day:

I started my new chapter of life;

i started to recognize the true of some1;

I started to learn to be independent;

I started to accept the fact;

I started to face the reality of the world;

I started to force myself to grow up,

Being a REAL YOUNG ADULT,

Solve all the problems, undergo all the hardship.

I KNOW,

I need to be awake,

I need to grow up,

I need to be mature thinker,

I need to take care of myself,

I need to work hard,

I need to study hard.

NOW,

I oledi grow up,

I had changed.

All I NEED;
is planning about my FUTURE.

STOP;
thinking everything happend in PAST.

APPRECIATE;
everything that I Have NOW.

父母

2008-11-15T18:13:00.003+10:00

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隨著自己愈長大，
看著父母親臉龐從年輕變憔悴，
頭髮從烏絲變白髮,動作從迅捷變緩慢，多心疼！

父母親總是將最好、最寶貴的留給我們，
像蠟燭不停的燃燒自己，照亮孩子！
而我呢？
有沒有騰出一個空間給我的父母，
或者只是在當我需要停泊岸時，
才會想起他們……
其實父母親要的真的不多，
只是一句隨意的問候：爸、媽，你們今天好嗎？」
隨意買的宵夜，煮一頓再普通不過的晚餐;，
睡前幫他們蓋蓋被子……
都能讓他們高興溫馨很久。

朋友，人世間最難報的就是父母恩，
願我們都能：以反哺之心奉敬父母，以恩之心孝順父母！

～共勉之～
生命不要求我們成為最好的，只要求我們作最大的努力！

老人安養院牆上發現的一篇文章
孩子！當你還很小的時候，
我花了很多時間，教你慢慢用湯匙、用筷子吃東西。
教你繫鞋帶、扣扣子、溜滑梯、教你穿衣服、梳頭髮、擰鼻涕。
這些和你在一起的點點滴滴，是多麼的令我懷念不已。
所以，當我想不起來，接不上話時，
請給我一點時間，等我一下，
讓我再想一想……極可能最後連要說什麼，我也一併忘記。
孩子！
你忘記我們練習了好幾百回，
才學會的第一首娃娃歌嗎？
是否還記得每天總要我絞盡腦汁，
去回答不知道你從哪裡冒出來的嗎？
所以，當我重覆又重覆說著老掉牙的故事，
哼著我孩提時代的兒歌時，體諒我。
讓我繼續沉醉在這些回憶中吧！
切望你，也能陪著我閒話家常吧！
孩子，現在我常忘了扣扣子、繫鞋帶。
吃飯時，會弄髒衣服，梳頭髮時手還會不停的抖，
不要催促我，要對我多一點耐心和溫柔，
只要有你在一起，就會有很多的溫暖湧上心頭。
孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。
所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。
就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。
若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，
那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生，黑暗中逝去....

041108

2008-11-04T08:59:00.003+10:00

04.11

Used to be
a memorable day,

Used to be
a happy beginning,

It is
the day VstarT;

NOW,

Let it
be the day Vend.

End with nothing.

LET GO of everything.

Be happy ^__*

从新出发

2008-10-30T09:45:00.006+10:00

一切从零点，
从新出发。

从新评估，
人，事，物。

 从心开始，
看开，
放开。


终于，

想开。

26 BoOmeRang RD

2008-10-23T21:41:00.007+10:00

Dddy: No need travel so far for working so hard, study hard. it is OK, i can transfer to u.

XW: 光明的大路在前面. bless u, u'll gain more when u fell, as long as u know how to stand up.

26 BoOmeRang RD: As u Beli3ve U CaN,u will SuccesS...GambaTeh!!

26 BoOmeRang RD: 如果你不嫌弃的话，我的肩旁耳朵都能借给你，陪你一起面对,一起加油

26 BoOmeRang RD: we WILL excel in our exam + congrats, is not an end.

26 BoOmeRang RD: All the best

26 BoOmeRang RD: Tq muchh.No pain No gain.We all will Success( Final) + Hang Fok

26 BoOmeRang RD: --Reserved----

有得必有失。
真的想通了，相通了。
不会让你们失望，
一定会努力读书。
谢谢，谢谢，谢谢。。

天气

2008-10-16T14:24:00.002+10:00

最近，
天气变化无常。

今天，
天气阴暗；
太阳被遮盖，
微风狂吹得心寒，
小雨又滴不出。

真的不知，
这个天气要作怪，
到何时何日。

我已不是以前的我，
我需要
长大，
抉择，
需选择对的路，

还是，
在执迷不悟？
真的很苦。

South Bank

2008-10-02T13:33:00.010+10:00

South Bank

I FALL IN LOVE

with this special nice place ( alwys windy)
it is my favorite place in Australia

South Bank

have very nice city view from the riverside

South Bank

have the Mo Tian Lun that i always desire to sit

South Bank

is the place where i found my 1st job-waitress @ WangDynasty

South Bank

is the place where i we have our happiness-- barbecues gathering

At South Bank,
you also can see:

people riding of bikes & skateboards;
kids slide and swing in the playground;
couples dating, kissing, hugging;
pretty girls & handsome guys swimming at the "beach";
....

South Bank
is really a good place.
i really LOVE it

心痛

2008-09-24T08:36:00.003+10:00

王杰-心痛

什么是爱什么又是无奈
无言的相对我似乎已明白
慢慢走向你的面前握紧你的手
将忍着眼泪对你说声珍重
以为我们的爱会流传在世间
以为我们的誓言会直到永远
只是昨夜梦里的你早已经不是你
从此我也不再是自己

我也不再是自己
以为远方的风能吹散我的痛
以为黄昏的天边有渴望的温柔
只是这颗对你的心从此没有人能懂
带着我心痛的梦
飘流

**有时听听旧歌，感觉也很好。**

中秋节

2008-09-14T09:44:00.003+10:00

最近，
忙着追看溏心风暴II之家好月圆，
让我好期待
中秋的到来。

但是，
心头难免会想
今年今天
十五的月亮，
会像往年般
又圆又大的？

外国的月亮真的比较圆？？

中秋节快乐！！

---------------------------------------------------------------------------

--不一样的中秋--

特别的今晚，
特别想了几道的菜肴；
谁知，失败了，
所幸，我的好拍档们抢救成功。
我真的是常
把快乐建筑在别人身上。

晚饭后，
一心一意想要提灯笼游行，
天空，
就下起小雨。
心里，
真的好失望。

不久后，
小雨停了，
中秋有望了。
呵呵。^_^

我们五人真的提灯笼在街上游行，
可能，
在别人眼中，
我们真的很幼稚，无聊。
但是，
心里有说不出的感动，开心。

真的谢谢你们。

：照片：

Mydetermination

2008-08-31T10:56:00.003+10:00

Yesterday,
finish one of my Mid Term-COST ACC,
Did it poorly.
Soon,
another 2 mid term coming.

Am I very foolish?
Y cant I Study hard & well like others?

Am I really wasting my parents' money?
Y cant I give HOPE to them?

I Determine to:

Add:
STUDYING ; STUDYING; STUDYING HARD;

Less:
DREAMING, SLEEPING, PLAYING;

Equal:
PASS + SUCCESS

幸福

2008-08-15T11:40:00.004+10:00

我~其实好~
好幸福哦~

有家人的疼爱，
有情人的疼护，
有朋友的友爱，
有室友的关心，

虽然，
有时，
我真的什么都不会；
读书不会，烹饪不行，
一无是处；

但是，
有你们对我的厚爱，

已经足够；已经好幸福。

谢谢你们！！

我会珍惜的！！

My farewell [ part 2]

2008-08-10T22:55:00.012+10:00

Finally I can on9 at my own place
Finally I can continue to upload my 2nd part ( last part) of my farewell picture.
anyway, i really hope to share all my pic here and specially thx for everyone organize me memorable farewell for me.
I really appreciate for everything. really love u all. really thx.

Farewell with mycollege Friends @ Matsuba, Hartamas

very delicious -really value for money

look normal and usual TaUFu-but taste very nice

Honey + ME

Cheerie wit me

3 of us- act silly!!hehe

They were saYing "GOODBYE" to me

"GOODBYE"& miss u guys much..

Farewell with myhubby Roy @ Outback Steakhouse

romantic enviroment

He ordered Chicken.

I ordered Fish.

Cheese Fries

LOVE U & MISS U Forever Ever ya.

Farewell with myfamily @ Korea Food

My Parents-Thank you

My Family-so hang fok

hang fok

My farewell [ part 1]

2008-07-12T22:37:00.014+10:00

I know it is a bit late to upload my farewell picture.
anyway, i really hope to share all my pic here and specially thx for all my frens organize me memorable farewell for me.
I really appreciate for everything. really love u all. really thx.

Farewell with myprimary Friends @ Bavarian Bierhaus

everyone~11 people

yummy hotdog

yummy germany chicken

Winnie with mist-good organizer

Winnie with all gals

Winnie with all guys

Farewell with mySecondary Friends @ Sushi king

all our sushi plate

Winnie with mist

Winnie with mist & purple

Winnie with mist & his bf

Farewell with mycollege Friends -part 1 @ The Apartments

4 pretty galsss

Friendship Forever~reunion in AUS ya.

Farewell with myrelatives @ Mongolia Stemboat

yummy stemboat

yummy cheese cake!!

Winnie with her cute cousins

Winnie with her family + relatives

Songs

2008-07-07T06:12:00.010+10:00

in the late midnight,
while everyone is sleeping, i am packaging my things;
suddenly,
some strong weird feelings arise from my deep heart;
some kind of sadness,
my tears started to fall slowly.
1 more day left to leave.

To describe my feelings now: I had selected a few Songs special dedicated to ~~

My Beloved Family->> myDad, myMom, my two bros, mySis
<<一家人>> One Family One heart

My dearest Hubby >> myRoy Khaw
Our Song>>Our Story>> 不會分離 Never Apart

My Beloved Friends + Teachers + Students >> Primary, Secondary, College friends, Teachers, Students..
友谊万岁>>Friendship Forever~Forever~Endless

友谊万岁

NOW The hardest things to said:
GOODBYE~BYE~to
My Beloved Family members + Hubby + Friends + Teachers + Students

/

~BYE~~BYE~~BYE~~BYE~~BYE~
~BYE~~BYE~~BYE~~BYE~~BYE~

2008-07-03T03:53:00.003+10:00

::Running out of time::

time flies in a blinds of an eye
the day is approaching me very soon

i haven prepare at all:

i haven really stay at home & spend times wit my lovely families
i haven pay a visit to my lovely 2nd family @ tras
i haven really accompany my beloved hubby
i haven have a small or big gathering wit all of my frenssss & teachers
i haven do any treatments for my hair & face
i haven buy some the daily usage
i haven even pack my things

I haven prepare most of the thingss physically or mentally.

ALL IN ALL = I AM NOT READY TO LEAVE MSIA

My current mood= complicated + not ready to fly

**COMING SOON**
**All my fairwell pic will be uploaded**

8th of JULY

2008-06-23T04:30:00.009+10:00

FROM

:: 8th of JULY 2007 ::

:: 8th of JULY 2006 ::
:: 8th of JULY 2005 ::
:: 8th of JULY 2004 ::
:: 8th of JULY 2003 ::
:: 8th of JULY 2002 ::
...
...
...
...

TO

8th of JULY 1987

it never be an important date for me~
none of my family members birthday~
none of my frens birthday~

it is juz a very normal usual day for me~

However,

everything is going to changed ; after;

:: 8th of JULY 2008 ::

it wil be my 1st time : :

to leave my dearest family members;
to leave my dearest hubby;
to leave my beloved frenss;
to leave my hometown-MSIA;

for 1 year~; seem short but sound long for me.

** Count downing :: 16 days :: 2 weeks 2 days :: **

--------------------------------------------------------------
add on:

my house has added a new family member >>BECKY

see how cute & pretty is her!!

FINAL Decision

2008-04-18T13:50:00.006+10:00

Announcement:

I decided to further my studies at UQ.

Why?

very simple reasons:

I wan make some changes in my life;

I wan give myself an opportunity or a try

to better myself

I wan speak fluent English,

I wan increase my knowledge,

I wan be more confident

changes changes changes

希望希望:

亲情友情爱情不变；
一切依旧，

永恒不变。

只是：

世事难料，
一切顺其自然吧！

烦

2008-03-21T02:47:00.001+10:00

曾经它是我追求的梦

如今它是我背着的烦

善变的我无言相对;
只好
默默
慎重的
考虑清楚

心态心情

2008-02-23T20:28:00.014+10:00

开学前的心情
遗憾

后天要开课了

也是我在HELP的最后的一个学期

抱着一箩箩的遗憾:

遗憾的是

没有真正享受学院的生活
无法完成最大的梦想:参加SPORTS CARNIVAL
没有扩大朋友的圈子

没有考好很好的成绩

出国前的心态
担忧

还有五个月就要出国念书
心中有些不舍
更有些担忧

担忧

亲情友情爱情大变

变变变变

变淡

变质

出国是明智的选择?还是愚蠢的抉择?

大选前的心态
兴奋

抱着又兴奋又期待的心情
准备接待大选的来临

只因这一次的大选

我有份参与

出一分力帮忙,帮忙一下

也要恭喜全部准候选人,

愿一切顺顺利利

*哈哈~2008的大选变的特别有意义*

快乐

2008-02-18T02:48:00.026+10:00

新年快乐

不知怎么这个新年我特别“烂赌”;

从年三十晚一直赌到初十二;

什么多要赌

LAMI, Black Jack, "Cow";

赢赢输输；输输嬴赢；
好开心；好享受赌！

可能可能，

心想明年的今天，

好难好难，

再有机会赌了，

更没有浓浓的气氛。

情人节快乐

慢慢驶进槟威大桥

神圣之地

两个帅男

(Hao + Roy)

四个可爱美丽的女孩

（ XinYi + Sheany + Phoebe + Winnie)

想花，渴望爱的女孩

终于如愿以偿:收花得爱

好美好大的REAL “THE SHIP”

我们与船

情侣大餐

第一对恋人（ Phoebe + Hao )

第二对恋人 ( Roy + Winnie )

依依不舍的离开美丽的槟岛

Buffet Night

2008-02-02T23:28:00.000+10:00

Buffet dinner

Yesterday, went to have buffet dinnear

wit roy familys at Crown Plaza, KL.

Good enviroment, good quality of food;

attrative desserts, nice services.

very satisfy, very happy.

nice enviroment

nice decoration hang on wall

special Chocolate machine
( handmade for different fruits)

some delicious dessertsss

some1 eating LAKSA for buffet

(while i ate lobsters, oxyster, unagi, tempura..lol )

2 so ham~eat until the end of buffet ( taste good)

Me wit roy cute lil sis, Michelle

**we didnt take much picss, as we juz care abot how to eat eat eat,

forgot abot take picss of lobster, oxyster, pasta corder, dim sum, sushi**

ICU

2008-01-28T03:18:00.000+10:00

I'm sick ~seriously in ICU~

not physically sick but is mentally sick~

----------------------------------------------------------------

I need the best medicine for me to be:

clever & smart

good in memorising & understand

----------------------------------------------------------------

who can HELP me?

Doctor? Nurse ?

no one ; no one;

----------------------------------------------------------------

myself??!!

I need more time;I need more energy;

I need more intelligence;I need more fresh air;

----------------------------------------------------------------

HATE FIN

HATE FIN

明星家族

2008-01-19T16:03:00.000+10:00

我的明星家族

哈哈~

爸爸-像-洪金宝（很健康，很壮）
妈妈-像-赵雅芝（很美丽，亲切可人）
哥哥-像-阿旺（一样单纯，可爱）
弟弟-像-张国荣（同名同姓,很帅）
妹妹-像-HEBE （样子有一点像,很美）

而我呢。。
哈哈就像林心如（应该不像啦，只是我阿姨讲的）

原来我的一家都是明星哦！！

哈哈~只是开个玩笑！！
只因做ASSIGMENT到太累，要疯了！！

匆匆的来，匆匆的去

2008-01-16T20:20:00.000+10:00

这个学期真的超短～

一箩箩的假期，

一眨眼，FINAL又来喽，

又要赶做ASSIGMENT

无比的压力，压力无比！！

好想休息哦～

好期待假期。

假期快来，考试快走！！

心想：

好想与朋友们去马六甲走走，逛逛！！
更想新年快来，红包跟着来，好运随我来！！

thousand of WHY

2008-01-10T16:12:00.000+10:00

feeling so uncomfortable~moody~

Y i am not as clever as others~
Y i have so many FIN assigments~
Y i have so many things to do be4 my finals~
Y i have self-disciplined~
Y i cant managed my time well~
Y my time "running" so fast~

I am a failure !!
真的真的好失败！！

Gals: let's listen to this song~ Be tough ~

[Big Girls Don't Cry by Fergie ]

Merry Xmas

2007-12-06T03:07:00.000+10:00

M erry Xmas

Xmas Xmas ~Merry Xmas to everyone !!HOHOhO...

MyOpinion: The Xmas Ranking

Ranking :1st- - The Curve

[ The best deco with snow house..white snow..xmas tress ]

Ranking :1st- - Pavillion

[ Another best deco with romance..elegance.. ]

Ranking :2nd- - One U

[ sound of xmas music is played..tall handsome 'Giant'..lol ]

Ranking :3rd- - KLCC

[ tall veli tall xmas tress~~]

Ranking :4th- - Mid Valley

[ no strong feel of xmas..lol..not so nice for me]

Genting Highlands: Xmas EVE

Xmas deco in Singapore ( orchard road)

Mega Sales

2007-11-27T00:57:00.000+10:00

Mega Sales is coming now !!!

I want SHOPPING~shopping~Shopping
I want SHOPPING~shopping~Shopping
I want SHOPPING~shopping~Shopping
I want SHOPPING~shopping~Shopping
I want SHOPPING~shopping~Shopping
I want SHOPPING~shopping~Shopping

Things WANTED :

1. A Nice style Jacket
2. A pair of white high heel shoe
3. A suitable bag
4. A normal but usual t-shirtssss
5. An Eyeliner & eye Shadow
6. A nice black skirt

From ME:
I really hope i can get everything that i wish^^
but but so poor~ T_T..need to spend wisely..

-Everything of POOH-

心事重重

爱

好朋友

everything wil come to an end Soon

FEEling IT

NO REFUND NO EXCHANGE

[Touch & GO ] of myMAR & APRIL

我的心雨

铁人的心声

myHappening in *FEB*

（新的）心的知觉感觉

my most recent feeling

Once he belongs to you?

牛年快乐

大团圆

regret

Making a choice

My most recent

NEW YEAR WISHES

Messages FOR U

My NEW FRIEND; XMAS + NEW YEAR

男人 VS 女人

Dress

想与不想

一段话

不安

19.10.08

父母

041108

从新出发

26 BoOmeRang RD

天气

South Bank

心痛

中秋节

Mydetermination

幸福

My farewell [ part 2]

My farewell [ part 1]

Songs

8th of JULY

FINAL Decision

烦

心态心情

快乐

Buffet Night

ICU

明星家族

匆匆的来，匆匆的去

thousand of WHY

Merry Xmas

Mega Sales

myHappening in FEB